I did it once again. After eight extensive years, extensive because the amount of wealth of experience I had gained within this period of time could be said to be the bedrock of my beliefs and overall perspective of life.

While peers were indulging in the digital space building an empire or controlling a team of players on a digitalized football pitch, or burying themselves into loud music while trying to maintain a ‘comfortable’ space of their own to even dance, I was exhuming myself out.

I did things that will never be on paper for a part of me wished for that memory to just fade, another wish is just for it to be left unspoken. But through it all, every situation that I was in gave me better in-sights to how the human mind operates.

Perhaps that project of mine never quite escaped from its cell. Anyhow, back to the audition. The process of placing myself in the situation seems evergreen. Though I heaved a hugh sign of relief after walking out, I’m glad to be on a constant battle with the unknown.

No matter what the result might be, this audition kinda spring some thoughts in my head while I was preparing for the duo roles.

Thought #1 - Introvert or Extrovert. Humans have both in everyone, making it a number game.

Thought #2 - We are all master of disguise. Yet we laugh at the first look of a clown.

Thought #3 - Humans are perfect, nothing short of it. We are the gifted ones.

Rationale is what we humans think as the mother of all balance. But how different is each human? What’s the principle consideration of achieving balance or fairness or what’s the societal’s S.O.Ps. You tell me, since we are all judges here.

Very often do I find myself crossing path with faith and religion. People, whom in social norms are referred to as friends, chose a certain path to reach the great one. But when I was encouraged to choose a certain path, and at times being pitched about the perfectness of their path, I shudder.

You see, under my list of World’s greatest lie, there’s only room for one. One that managed to consume more humans than we can ever meet in our lifetime, and continue to burn the ‘natural’ sail of the ship.

That lie to me, is religion.

But don’t be disgusted, I don’t see any correlation with the extraterrestrial and humans, nor do I disbelieve in the existence of the great one.

I do believe there’s GOD. I just haven’t met him yet, and he who is great shall not be named or be known to us just yet. With that, I don’t need to believe in centuries’ hearsay and make a form out of the great one in order to seek comfort and refuge.

Even so, we are all made differently; some chooses to walk down that path to glory, some chooses to ‘like it hot’, while some simply do nothing but pray with a warm heart.

Are there differences? No. We all are on the same plate, as one. Let’s not waste this communal time.

Truth will always prevail. All you’ve got to do is simple.

Keep faith.